Yesterday

Yesterday

I walked by the street of tomorrow..

and dropped a coin of sorrow.

Away

If go is she supposed to, then distant away will she do.
But a leakage there you did not fix.
And powerless she was, catching the overflow.

Still have she tried, still never you cared.
Still will she depart, and forever will you noticed.

p/s: so Baby, It's Not You

Little Things

Those little things...

Lead her to her make-believe world.

How could she be so somnolent?

And barely sees anything

Not any longer...

And until now, she still speculates...

Where did those little things left?

This time

For this time,I see you
I see us..
Happiness is when I divide it in two
And You divide them in four
And I breath it into
And when I pushed the green door
You took my hand and she kissed the floor
We swam across the bed of roses
Till we heard the echoes
And we watched him goes

Have you forggotten?

The way we laugh about nothing
The stupid things that we did
Those private sessions
Have you forgotten all that?

...or you just have remembered?

Paralyzed

Paralyzed

Of working too hard for it

Of hoping too much of it

Of being restive without it

Phony

There’s no such thing as that

Fright is what portrays you certainly

Fright of lost and lone

I know

I feel it as well

Ha?No, I don't want to

Out?
Sorry for I have a date with happiness today
You may say I'm cruel. but I'm not

I'm just somewhat happy to lie to you
I can't care about anything but me
Need I say more?

Do You know?

Do You know?
"Why ask me? You always know,don't you? Well alright,about what?"

What do you think will become of us tomorrow?
"That,I don't know. I never will.."

Starting or quitting?
"This,You are going to have to ask yourself.
But I intend to look frontward.
Frontward like a moving mobile with no side mirrors."

Take Back

You barely see it
Us is socks in your unwashed sneakers
Take back this piece of yours
The laundry closed at 10

Well,I like it this way

If you ask me what would it be after this, honestly I don't know. Nobody knows. But I like it this way, nothing to worry and think-too-much about. Well,at least not anymore.
I'm enormously pleased and excitements fill my empty passion.
But I know these shouldn't be long. Unfair,that you hesitate and cautious.
Well actually these are good. Healthy. Too much doses can cause great harm. Believe me, I've experienced those OD.
Right now I feel like initially painting on a clean canvas.
And I know,Ill be good.Because I always be.And I know,You know it too.

Transatlanticism by Death Cab for Cutie

The Cure-Love Song

This is nice.
Recalled of this by Maya Marley :)

A Secret

I kiss you like an era
I keep you like a promise
I hold you like a grudge
I see you like a sin
I reveal you like a shadow beneath my feet

This might not be forever,but this is real...

come what may

You is a watcher
You is an observer

come what may

don't laugh.just don't

You

You..
No,not you!The one in the ****** *********.Aha..yes you.
you tasted like a wet cigar..
stuck on your grandma's lower lip.

and remain that way..
till your grandpa learns to belly-dance

The Unforgiven

Though days are so unforgivable,
I chose to not to be selected.

Though you hated me so much,
Well,that's your problem..
Evade me.
Your big nose I don't like also

it's been a while

It’s been a while since I have not writing. Been busy babysitting my younger siblings like nobody’s business and got no connection available.
Life is good, nothing much happening and not so much of changes.
Next month I will be starting my new semester, which I will be a final year student. Final year means Final Year Project. And I have already imagined how busy I would be. No sighing this time, I really hope I will be doing good for this semester.*crossing fingers*

horseshit

Shits happen...
i need a break..
and a bread..
and a head..
for good sake

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re-offender

Re-offender by Travis. I am so like in Travis mood lately. And this song reminds of some people. Some situations. And some things i used to do

"Love heals and hurts" -the man from the Department of Bleeding Obvious

DC

Exchanging glances..
Offering chances..
Switching numbers..
Lust of changes..
Differentials..
But not the safes..
Short term abstractions..
.Discontinue and so long!

Spaceman

The Killers-Spaceman

i very liking!

Numb

Sun and sea
We are on top of the hill
Breathing in the air of love
Fixing our eyes on at that spectacular rainbow
Watching the words multiplying
Letting the laugh travel by the haze
Observing the images devastating
Where has the edges gone?
Everything is not the same anymore
But the sensation is enormous
So let’s start over
Replicate this numbness

Black Burning Heart

Black Burning Heart from Keane
i love this.very pop-piano :)

"I wish that I could be
In the cellars of the sea
And disappear in them "

It Ain't Me BABE

This is nice..

Googling

I got tonnes of time so i Googled my name (image search) and this is what I got:-





Seriously people,this is not me.

goodbye

footsteps

footsteps



footsteps...





goodbye togetherness..

i will be missing you.

Thoughts

Today is the day of reminiscing. Happy and sweet things linger around my thought. When did those good days go missing? Where did they set off to? I don’t know by any means. Ah! It’s just that my life is too hectic right now that I am uptight. When all of these finished, I would like to carry over my routine and would like do things I love, in a shipshape way.
So, for the first step is to find a rent house and a part time job (to pay the damn registration cost), before starting my new semester joyfully. Oh how I miss skipping classes! :D

“One,two,three,four
Can I have a little more?”

(sigh)

For these few days, I have been sighing too much. Forgive me God. But why can’t everything just walk the normal way? The nine-to-five kind of normal. I cursed myself for always thinking too much. Why do I always complicate things? Why can’t I just think in rational and simple way? Why is everything hard to handle? I always take in my emotion and let myself carried away. Sometimes, I know that I was wrong, but I just feel like winning, I am tired of always surrendering. If I don’t want certain things, can’t I just don’t want them? Without being questioned? I constantly hope that I have the men way of thinking (well, some men of course). Straight and sharp.
God, take this doubt, hesitation and distrust away. I need some rest. I am too tired that I almost shattered my medulla oblongata.(Sigh)

Oh I know, it’s been a while since I've not plead to you. God absolve me

once

Once,
Everything is never a major concern
You pinned me the batch of
“The finest comrade escort”
After the revelation,
You take a rain check
And the good deed is just to get fine testimonial


I take it by the heart..
I am the one to blame,perhaps.
Not good enough,I am sorry

May pain bury itself.

"..think!"-john lennon

cool

Wonder how you stay overlooked,
Backbiting and dig nose
Yeah you know all and sundry,
You are a big cheese
Cut it out!
And cut that bark too
An appearance in your imaginary event, no?
That is not funny!
So, cool is the subject, really?
And here is the outcome,
You are dismissed!
I seek out for associates
Not air conditioners

Paranoiac

I sit in front of you
Trembling and freezing to the toe
My teeth are grasping tightly
My eyes are so wide open
I gape till my jaw feels lethargic

Feeling terrified and insecure
I sense threat and peril once more
Should I despise her?
Or should I doubt you?
Now that I am weeping
=Paranoiac=
I don’t want to be left alone again
You are far too late to let me down
My soul has begin to acknowledge you
My body has begin to enliven again


….and I am afraid if I have essentially happening to trust you

a message for a massive andriod

Sitting there tranced
Questioning are you genuine or bogus?
Why are you such a massive android?
Why are you irritatingly trying so hard to be nice to me?
Why do you do things that I do?
Am I that cool?
Are you spying on me?
Do you look too high upon me?
Am I such a pin-up that you impersonate me?
I know... You just want to be me... Don’t you?
You are self-indulgence
I never liked you
We would in no way be associates
Don’t suppose whatever thing from me
I have been nice to you? Oh really?
Well I was just being polite you know
A well-mannered person like me, being nice to other people...
What’s so weird about that?
You are an evil spirit, that’s what you are.
I knew that as of the very first time I heard your name
I am sick of your idiocy
But I don’t blame you
You are a natural-born stupid
You have that thick chromosome inside of your DNA
You have to live with that
So just sit over there alone
And you know, be stupid as usual
And don’t bother me any longer

I let it be

Allow the long-gone to elapse itself…
Believe in what has been destined for you
It has already written
Winning or appalling
It is in no doubt to be the best intended for you
Have devotion in it
Sashay through your life stream
Surrender by means
Obey and trust
Plead and hope
Shed the tears of acceptance
It is sure to be a handsome finale for survivor
An everlasting blissful of worship


i let it be..

scarlet darling

Fascination coerces me to hunt you.
Obsession impels me to starve for you.
Enthusiasm obliges me to chase after you

Praiseworthy
Unbeatable
Matchless
Astounding

You Pumped Up My Adrenaline

Scarlet, high and lacy,
Hell goes with the pricy...
Undoubted appealing,
Thou art worth stealing!

Hold your horses dearest boo,
Dusk is a sign of possessing you.
I will come and carry you,
And my base shall you enfold to

shoot!

Oh you should be so lucky
As if I had a big gun,
I am sure to shoot you straight in the face
Oh eh, is that really a face?
Or should I call it a grimace-disgrace-brace?

Or should I just, you know,
Shoot u?!

Timid,,

I wander around you
Since I wish for you to recognize me
I am exceptional
And I desire you to be acquainted with that
I hide the bona fide of me initially
Just as I was timid
I play unwind in front of you
Seeing that you were be fond of me
But inside I had by now thawing
…without knowing you planned to depart
So this is my raison d'être. Tell me what is yours?

Still Your Heart

Still your heart

Your erratic heart

Heave that nefarious notion away

No hates or grudges

Life ain’t no vengeance

Let off and disregard

Chew it bit by bit

And it shall dissolve

It takes sacrifices,

To get hold of the happiness

It takes serenity,

To defeat the mislay

It takes you,

To win the worship of your verve

snap!

told you it's not easy.
it's not like snapping your fingers.

but you keep making it more complicated.
now your chance is nearly zero.


"don't be too late"
-anonymous

sorry,i don't have much time.
"better life" is my resolution. if "better" means "new",,,,

"why not?"
i must say..

Sacred..

God must indisputably to witness

Our good deeds and wrong doings

There’s no way to escape

We have got to be utterly clean

Sacred: inside as well as outside

Devastate the filth that still stick on us

Learn by heart that He is the utmost of all

Thus let our soul prostrate for his amnesty

it's raining again

But it will stop
The new sun will come
Plead for an acceptance
And shines, and warms and cools
But it will be gone
When you realized..
It’s raining again

honestly

Honestly

I don’t adore you the way I do before

I just can’t

To me, you’re nobody

US is just a bunch of buried-memories

I care for you

Just because of the habituated

It suppose to be last

But you deceived our love

You be fond of her

You lay a hand on her

Have a high regard for her so-called thoughtful of you

But you knew that I know you too well

Now you are sorry

You said that it’s not her that u fell for

But her words

She just articulate to you

But I carve poetry for you dear

Recalling these, ended me vague

Still puzzled,

Why you substitute a ruby with a pebble

I don’t want to disgust you

But I ain’t no angel

I don’t disregard things

You cross out; I still have the recycle bin

I discern it is just an insignificant stain

But I memorize every solitary word u spoke

So tell me how I disregard these

“People change” was your rationale

Hence may I use the same rationale?

i.me.mine

hye..

i'm just an ordinary girl,not much differ from the girls out there.

i love music,fashion,books,poems etc etc.

im 22,still single at this moment but im not looking for any hunks haha!

still a college student. im the eldest in my family of 5 siblings.

my social life includes watching music performances,lepak2 dgn my besties.mm..2 je la
i don't talk to strangers.so strangers,don't talk to me.
saya xberapa ramah dan saya selesa begini.bye.hehe

uninvited

"Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave"

just lines from the lyrics:uninvited by alanis morisette.

hanya mendiskrip perasaan yg sudah pasti(ceh!)
these are for you.i know that u will know it someday.