Dear Mama, I have a confession to make.
I Miss you a lot.
I remember the day when I used to keep asking you questions and you only smiled to each 1 of them.
When I was in the yard, watering your beautiful flowers and you there watching.
When I ride my bicycle to buy groceries, carrying the youngest sister and I made her bled her knees. And you scold me for that.
When you cry over my imperfect exam result.
When you carry me everywhere you go with our precious small car.
When you used to scold me when I refused to go to my tuition class.
When I helped you in the kitchen baking cookies and preparing your special fish dish.
When you caught me drinking from the bottle in a day of a fasting month.
When you used to comb my hair everyday and made ponytails with the cute ribbons you bought for me.
When I ripped of my purple blouse in the shopping mall and you have to get me a new 1.
When I used to close your gaping mouth while you were sleeping.
When you used to sew my Mickey Mouse curtains and bed-sheet.
When you used to let the younger brother watched Tarzan while I have to reverse.
When you used to scold the brother and I for playing jumping on your bed while you were not seeing.
When we used to fetch the cuties youngest brother and sister from the babysitter.
When I called u "Teacher" at school and "Mama" at home.
When you used to return back to our home for I left my school shoes at home.
When you used to sew the younger brother's school trousers at the teacher's quarters.
When we were driving in the car to the hometown and you took-over lorries and proud of it.
When you were singing Yesterday and proud for you still remember the lyrics.
When we went to the town to play jumping inside the jumbo kangaroo and swim into the pool of colorful balls.
When we were at the traffic light, while the younger brother were closing our eyes, wishing you would turn left to drop by the granny's house.
When we were shopping for your eccentric blouses.
And I remember that day when you laid stiff at the granny's house.
And when i kissed your cheek then you are gone..
I wish that I could see you again, the most beautiful woman on earth . But I know, I could never change the fact that you were gone to meet The God. And I know that you wished that too and I know you did came to see me, I know it, I can feel you. And 1 thing I would like to tell you, your children never forget you, and never try to replace you till forever. Wait for us, we'll come to see you 1 day because God knows how much we and Abah missed you. Happy Mother's Day.. Al-Fatihah.
