well,almost

this early morning i woke up to the sound of the alarm. walked to the restroom . Then i saw a pair of black pants.familiar. so i checked them out and found a box of puffs. i took one and lit it. while indulging, i saw a figure in a robe. came in my room with a familiar smile but not familiar hair. so u cut your hair. so u tanned ur skin. then you sit next to me, not facing me. but i know it was u. i know ur smell. it never has changed.it's been a year.well,almost.

once

i am probably eager to guess what do you think of me. but apparently, i am not. after a bunch of no-conversation meet ups, i decided to leave it that way. the only way for me to free my mind from dramatic issues is by seeing u. u don't have to make me laugh,not even need to notice the changes of my hair. just do things u do. but don't reject whenever i ask u out. and we'll be this way forever. doing this forbidden thing forever. no shits