Original sin

It is in the smoky eyes that she found a place

A place she approved on the harmony that she recognized

A warm feeling that melted the hollow iceberg crusting the heart

That had awaken the spirit which has died a long time before

A unite of pact that happen on undefined indulgence

An indulgence of original compassion

A sweetness evenly upswing by two poles apart souls

Which led to the original sin

But time is arrogant of the power it possessed

Isolation is an obligation

To keep what is grasped before

To hold to the devotion

Even though devastation of passion is waiting ahead...

TickTock

I walk to the graveyard, dig a dark pit, throw the sorry away and bury the worry down under. Still my heart, walk tall and just deal with it because honey we ain't got much time left...

Definition

The Most Sincere Scenery

There is a moment in your life,

Where the sun shines the brightest,

The wind passes the most gracious

The birds chirp most beautifully that made you dance, dance, dance

Everylittle bit of the sand of the beach

As smooth as velvet you step on

Every word articulated

Linked as the most beautiful poem you have ever been a fan of

Poem you never heard you forgot about Shakespeare’s.

Looking through eyes, the most sincere scenery

Your heart thumps to the rhythm of togetherness

You feel the affection in every vein

That made you feel like you’re the most beautiful spirit alive.

Everything is too beautiful you forgot how it started,

But you just don’t care

You want to live 1000 more years.

Rage

* I noticed that I only writes when complexities attack.

Walked to the kitchen lazily

Switched on the light, drank a glass of milk,

Switched off the light and the light turned off in a blink of an aye

...and I remembered something

Something something

Rage, anger, of the past few weeks..

That's not me, that's someone else

Or something else.....

God, absolve me for I have sinned

God, please,,, I felt infected

Down on my knees, I know You are there

Please don't quit on me

You know your bless is a bliss for me

Hold You

Effortless is when you laugh and look good.

Delicate is when you do the things you do.

Caress is when you look into my eyes.

Heart break is when I really have to be far from you.

I love you

Maturity

Flipping through pages of the books of the subjects that I once took made me realized something. If I could see the topics like how I see it now, it would be easier. Wish that I could turn back the time and really understand all the subjects. It is not that I regret, but I think I have reached the age of wanting to really know about things and not ignore certain things like those that I used to do. I am now eager to know the real process from the early stage and sincere to understand things not because of grades. Yes, the difficulty level is still the same. However, with experience, I can try with different approach. Know how to tackle the problem with knowing my lacks. Sometimes, it is not about good grades. But sometimes, it is.

God Bless You

I desire you to be the best
Regular as the rest
Hectic with your momentous year
Have fun, do the soccer
Scold your brother
Do the laundry
Watch the movie
I don’t know! Come back you dreary

Oh how I wish I have all the patience in the humankind
God bless you

I know you missed me

..and that is the only answer for awkward session of exchanging glances, right? You wanna look but you don't wanna. I know and I felt the same way too...

bitter sweet

Saying goodbyes are always hard to do. But this time is one of the hardest. The opportunity only came once, that's what I regretted. But, something has to be decided and some other thing has to be sacrificed for other good things to come.

2011 has just started but so many events has happened and many thing I have learned about being a man about something, accepting facts and even accepting when you lost something. It is kinda hard because I have a feeling that Im letting go one of my dreams. But at the same time, I feel some sorta relieved for I have made myself free from the doubt I have been living in. Doubt that makes the issue is the doubt of will it or will it not be something worth of the time you wasted.... I have to say this, wasted. And the doubt of what if it is not something for you. Because sometimes, a dream is just to be kept as a dream . So when you try to make it real, it turned out to be something else.

Sooo...the story is Im no longer holding my position, my coolest position ever.

Ok, why am I making such a big issue out of it? Because....Im at the stage of analyzing what should I really do for a living. Actually, I want to do something that I really have passion in it so that the passion can be breed into....money. I want to do something BIG,remarkable. I want to explore what have God gave me and I want to use it as good as I can and make it into a career. Yes, a career that I enjoy and really love. But, doing this is so not easy. The background you have, the fear of what others might say, the fear of taking risks and whatsoever.

Despite all of these bablings, I know myself really well that Im not a quitter, I never give up before trying. Thanks to my stuborness. And "Just because Im losing, doesn't mean Im lost". At least I have tried my best. I swear I have tried my best and I will treasure the knowledge and bestest experience I have ever gained :)