Paranoiac

I sit in front of you
Trembling and freezing to the toe
My teeth are grasping tightly
My eyes are so wide open
I gape till my jaw feels lethargic

Feeling terrified and insecure
I sense threat and peril once more
Should I despise her?
Or should I doubt you?
Now that I am weeping
=Paranoiac=
I don’t want to be left alone again
You are far too late to let me down
My soul has begin to acknowledge you
My body has begin to enliven again


….and I am afraid if I have essentially happening to trust you