Thoughts

Today is the day of reminiscing. Happy and sweet things linger around my thought. When did those good days go missing? Where did they set off to? I don’t know by any means. Ah! It’s just that my life is too hectic right now that I am uptight. When all of these finished, I would like to carry over my routine and would like do things I love, in a shipshape way.
So, for the first step is to find a rent house and a part time job (to pay the damn registration cost), before starting my new semester joyfully. Oh how I miss skipping classes! :D

“One,two,three,four
Can I have a little more?”

(sigh)

For these few days, I have been sighing too much. Forgive me God. But why can’t everything just walk the normal way? The nine-to-five kind of normal. I cursed myself for always thinking too much. Why do I always complicate things? Why can’t I just think in rational and simple way? Why is everything hard to handle? I always take in my emotion and let myself carried away. Sometimes, I know that I was wrong, but I just feel like winning, I am tired of always surrendering. If I don’t want certain things, can’t I just don’t want them? Without being questioned? I constantly hope that I have the men way of thinking (well, some men of course). Straight and sharp.
God, take this doubt, hesitation and distrust away. I need some rest. I am too tired that I almost shattered my medulla oblongata.(Sigh)

Oh I know, it’s been a while since I've not plead to you. God absolve me

I let it be

Allow the long-gone to elapse itself…
Believe in what has been destined for you
It has already written
Winning or appalling
It is in no doubt to be the best intended for you
Have devotion in it
Sashay through your life stream
Surrender by means
Obey and trust
Plead and hope
Shed the tears of acceptance
It is sure to be a handsome finale for survivor
An everlasting blissful of worship


i let it be..

Still Your Heart

Still your heart

Your erratic heart

Heave that nefarious notion away

No hates or grudges

Life ain’t no vengeance

Let off and disregard

Chew it bit by bit

And it shall dissolve

It takes sacrifices,

To get hold of the happiness

It takes serenity,

To defeat the mislay

It takes you,

To win the worship of your verve

Sacred..

God must indisputably to witness

Our good deeds and wrong doings

There’s no way to escape

We have got to be utterly clean

Sacred: inside as well as outside

Devastate the filth that still stick on us

Learn by heart that He is the utmost of all

Thus let our soul prostrate for his amnesty